Imagine you get in your car for a drive to clear your head, this album should feel like that. Some songs end abruptly because sometimes thats how quickly our thought pattern changes, and also we skip songs when they don’t fit the mood. 

The order of the songs is supposed to mirror what it feels like when a relationship is ending. Emotions are back and forth, there are so many different emotions, and sometimes it’s toxic as hell.

This album serves a couple of different purposes:

A soundtrack for the docu-series I am filming, “Finding 40.” It will serve as background and ambience all while also playing a relevant role in telling the stories I will be telling. All songs are written by me and composed with generative AI.

It is also a chance for me to turn my love of words and poetry into another form of art that I can share with the world. Music has played a major role in my life and being able to create it, even if it’s just for me, has really made me love creating again. 

I am also playing around with an ambient style of r&b / pop because ive noticed that with insomnia those are the only types of songs that ease my mind to sleep. And it has definitely been working. I think that all of my art needs to have a purpose, even if it’s one of the most obscure reasons, doesn’t matter. Art is therapeutic for me and I want that to extend to the people who choose to partake in my art as well.